Wednesday, May 4, 2011

To (Feminist) Mama, With Love

This post is in honour of TO MAMA WITH LOVE, an amazing project started by Epic Change. Watch video of the mothers being honoured this year, and please join in the celebration of mothers by creating a 'heartspace', donating to the effort, and spreading the word! 



In our house growing up, we used the F word alot.

Yea, it's the one you're thinking of. Feminist.

As much as it was back then, feminist is still a loaded word. So loaded this fantastic blog by and for teen feminists is called The F-bomb. So loaded, many people will start statements with qualifiers that go something like "I wouldn't call myself a feminist, but..." and then go on to say something seriously, like, feminist. The word is still so loaded there is actually something called "feminist coming out day" with pictures whose caption is "this is what a feminist looks like."

So look closer, folks, this is what my beautiful feminist mom looks like.

My mother was a feminist mom when being a feminist mom of color was a rare and wonderful thing. At a time when her consciousness raising group of fellow feminist graduate students actually suggested that perhaps she, an immigrant woman (and the only woman of color in the group) had perhaps been coerced into having a child. After all, being a mom was volunteering a form of indentured servitude, wasn't it? (And my mom had been married at sixteen in an "arranged marriage", hadn't she?) In their eyes, feminist motherhood was a sort of oxymoron. And a feminist immigrant mom? Unthinkable.

My mother didn't buy into that crap. With her gracious smile and lyrical voice, I'm sure she read those colleagues the riot act. And then probably made me some scrumptious Indian dinner and read me a feminist fairy tale to boot.

I grew up alongside my mother's own feminist consciousness. Eventually, she began critiquing mainstream feminist movements for their inability to examine their own race, class, and national politics. To her, this was part of the reason that mainstream feminist was so fraught over motherhood. Women around the world had balanced parenting with politics throughout the ages, my mother argued, for U.S. feminists to think otherwise was simply a form of solipsistic me-feminism - a myopic progressive politics unable to raise a next generation of activists.

My mother began organizing in the South Asian immigrant community. By the time she founded MANAVI, the first South Asian anti-domestic violence organization in the U.S., I was old enough to  stuff envelopes and help sell samosas at a fundraising drive. (Yes, really, we sold samosas at our first fundraising drive.) And don't think it was just me doing that envelope stuffing on our kitchen floor, the MANAVI logo and symbol were both drawn by my father - a fabulous feminist parent in his own right.

When my mom became a national leader in anti-domestic violence work, an expert in international domestic violence law, it's not as if she ever stopped functioning as a loving and wonderful mother (and now grandmother). She simply let me grow up watching and participating in her own political growth.  
 
My mother has shown me consistently, in word and action, that parenting and politics are not separate ways of being, but must coexist. That raising socially aware, passionate, and just children is a critical feminist act.

She's also taught me that social justice politics are not simplistic, as neither are our personal identities. All are complex and fluid and sometimes, even seemingly contradictory. Samosas are sometimes sold at protest rallies, family obligations are a part of our feminist commitments, and ferocious political critique can come through the gentlest lullabies.

And, so, today, I join my new friend and colleague Olugbemisola Rhuday-Perkovich, fabulous writer, maker, mother, and author of 8th Grade Superzero, in saluting my own mother, and mother-activists everywhere.

Some other mother/author/advocates will be joining this special celebration all week! Look for posts by: Audrey Vernick (IS YOUR BUFFALO READY FOR KINDERGARTEN?, SHE LOVED BASEBALL, TEACH YOUR BUFFALO TO PLAY DRUMS, WATER BALLOON, BROTHERS AT BAT, BARK & TIM); Jennifer Cervantes (TORTILLA SUN); Sheela Chari (VANISHED); Kelly Starling-Lyons (ONE MILLION MEN and ME and NEATE: EDDI'ES ORDEAL);

22 comments:

  1. Bravo! Bravo! You have sure done your mama proud.

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  2. What a nice feminist family! Congratulations!

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  3. i just love this post.

    "She's also taught me that social justice politics are not simplistic, as neither are our personal identities. All are complex and fluid and sometimes, even seemingly contradictory."

    your mom is a great teacher!

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  4. She seems like a truly inspirational woman and she definitely has taught you well.

    Stopping in from SheWrites

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  5. Thx all for the lovely comments - hard not gush about your mama, I guess! :)

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  6. Beautifully written, experienced, shared. Thank you! I wish I could have you over for more stories! with love...

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  7. What a beautiful, inspiring entry! Thanks so much for sharing it.

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  8. LOVE your beautiful words of praise and wisdom!

    Jen

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  9. I love this post! I also wrote about my feminist mother on my blog. She was the typical "Betty Friedan - suburban housewife comes of age" feminist that you allude to in your post. She embraced that movement and also went on to found something important to women, the first teen pregnancy clinic in our city. I loved reading about your story because, though we come from different backgrounds, we have the same story.

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  10. Wow. Your mama sounds amazing. What a dynamic duo you two make!

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  11. @Debra Amazing how many adult women know are daughters of 1970's feminist movements...
    Thanks everyone for your RTs and love - yup, love my mama too and love @Olugbemisola giving me the inspiration to do this post for a great great cause!

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  12. What an amazing tribute to your mother! I think you should add "fantastic" to your list of F-words describing her. I love the declaration that social justice and parenting need to co-exist. Great post! MMF

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  13. Thanks for the great post -- your mother sounds like an extraordinary person. Cheers!

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  14. What a beautiful post--plus I got to meet your awesome mom! Yay!

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  15. A lovely tribute! And, the picture is beautiful as well.

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  16. Thanks everyone for visiting @christi - there was a strange moment around 1992 my mother and I kept getting photographed as a feminist mother-daughter team: first for Ms., then for the book "The Family of Women" by photographer Carolyn Jones. My mother and I also collaborate alot - we co-wrote a book of Bengali folktales, a lot of essays, and now are writing academic articles about transnational surrogacy (wombs for rent) in India - and are thinking about editing a book soon. Pretty fantastic when mom is a great friend and colleague too! :)

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  17. It was such a beautiful description of one of the best Professor who has ever taught me in my life. So proud being her only non-American, Indian MALE student in her Anti Domestic Violence Clinic in NYU law school. May god always bless your entire family.
    Atul Ahlawat

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  18. She is such an amazing woman and I was genuinely blessed to have her teach the Clinic I was in at NYU law school. I loved when you said, "With her gracious smile and lyrical voice, I'm sure she read those colleagues the riot act." I can just imagine that and I felt those descriptions were so spot on! Lucky you for having such a wonderful mother who guided you into being a conscious woman as well!

    Danielle Murphy

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  19. LOVE this. Love your ma, too. When I was little, I thought she was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen.

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  20. What a powerful tribute to your amazing mom. Love these lines: "My mother has shown me consistently, in word and action, that parenting and politics are not separate ways of being, but must coexist. That raising socially aware, passionate, and just children is a critical feminist act."

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  21. Thank you all for your lovely words!

    @Kari - I could have just as easily written this tribute to your mom -- who was another mother to me growing up. One of the most wonderful, brilliant, kind, funny generous women I have ever met (oh, er, kind of like her daughter!)

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  22. rah rah for feminist mamas! love reading your story and your loving words.

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